mahjong mahjong mahjong!!
i can live with mahjong every night.
and i think i've got wicked luck these days.
((:
good entertainment anyway.

i'm really frustrated over what has happened.
you see, i can't believe that there is so little trust in a friend.
cause what i assured you from the start still stands true.
my conscience is clear.
and what you assumed are lies, they aren't.
i accept the fault for hiding that one fact.
but it was in the past, and there is nothing right from the beginning.
i hope you can see beyond the doubts that cloud your mind.
cause for me, if you know me well enough, there is only one.
still the same one in my wasted heart.

and i guess a platonic friendship will never exist in this naive world.
and i'm sorry that it has caused so much trouble.
i mean sorry for the people who see it in a twisted manner.
but my dear friend, go with your heart.
i'd rather see you happy even if it means giving up our friendship now.
it won't cease to exist, cause i'm still here as your friend.

anyway fuck all these nonsense.
i don't give a damn anymore.
maybe it would all be so much better if i'm a passive instead.
see the irony?
to fuck with all the labels luhh!!
-.-''

i'm going to bed now.
basketball match tml.
i hope i do some good after all the MIA.
oh yes, lovely to be back.
((:


be the bitch tonight.

- evan